I discovered a new word: rejectioning. Maybe this is really a word but if not it means you question what you are rejecting. And not to beat a dead horse here but this is the issue with Heaven or Hell. God is sovereign but He cannot choose for us. He wants to be with us. He wants none to perish but all to come to Him. Just selah on the idea that you have the ability to accept and reject God. The only thing that pulls us toward God is God but without Him choosing as I have said, but with Him revealing Himself to us.